Sunday 15 January 2017

Working With My Inner Child

I've been feeling called lately to work with kids. In my meditation this morning I felt it stronger than ever and took a few angel cards. Sure enough, this is what I got:


The card to the far left is the one I got when I met Doreen Virtue and she said she saw me teaching kids in the future. The card to the far right is about being called to work with kids and do inner child healing.

The thing is I never liked kids that much - I always found them annoying and abnoxious. With Nicole leaving and triggering that wounded child in me, I started making effort to reach out to women, try to make new friends and reconnect with old ones. I met with my friend who's visiting from New York and she said there is a Hawaii Princess Party company that's currently hiring. You basically dress up as a Disney Princess and go to kids parties and entertain. I bellydanced at a Persian one-year-old's birthday party and whenever I dance, the kids are always mesmerised. I also figured my dance space could be used for kids events and classes. In the women's support group I've been going to, it came up that I need to give my inner child more love and attention. The lesson I gained from my experience with Nicole was that I need more fun and play in my life. Being around other children could be a way for me to interact more with own inner child. 


Saturday 7 January 2017

New Year, No Fear!

Saturday, 01/07/16:

Happy New Year! I took a break from blogging for a while... sometimes it's good to just let life happen without documenting it. I've been very focused on improving my dance space (with a lot of help from my husband). It's coming along but I am needing to really practice patience.

A challenge that has come up for me is my deepest wound throughout my life (and probably past lives as well) around rejection and abandonment. This really got triggered around my best friend Nicole leaving and the old pattern of every time I open up to someone, they leave. I knew it would hurt, but didn't know it would hurt THIS much. I see how this wound is also blocking me from being really successful with my business and pursuing my dreams. To be a good sales person for example you have to be open to lots of rejection. And to succeed you need to be willing to fail. The fear of making a mistake or the wrong decision keeps coming up too, which prevents me from fully committing whole heartedly to something. If I kind of commit, I'll kind of get the results I want. My mantra right now is, "New Year, No Fear!"

Feel free to share in the comments section below: What are your fears? What's holding you back from achieving the outcome you want? What resolutions/intentions do you have for 2017?